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The Shining (room 237)

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golgibodies:

Just randoms. Hate when my test shots come out better than the others because my feet are missing -.-

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A confused elevator.

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time to delete i think.

nobody ever talks to me.

notourdeal:

OOOH LETS HIDE THE ICON MAYBE THEN YOU WILL ALL UNINSTALL IT

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you guys are SO HELPFUL

tl;dr

riddle me this, am i just being a complete and utter out of line knob’ead here or is there some basis for what i’m saying?

i was trying to explain to this lad the whole situation that went down between me and dougie, like the fact that he cheated on me with another guy. the lad asked whether that meant he was gay or not, and i said no, because he was bisexual. so then it got into the whole debate of “but if he’s in a relationship with another guy, then he’s gay”

so i put up the point that sexuality doesn’t just change over night and depending on who you’re in a relationship or sleeping with. it’s not that simple

and he was all “well what about girls that pull other girls at parties?”

so i said, there are two things wrong with that.

1) he’s hanging out with the wrong kind of girl and

2) girls only tend to do that if they have someone to impress at said party.

i could be wrong but, that’s what the majority of my mates did.

so then he posed the question, what if one girl was straight and one girl was gay and there were no lads around and they just got off with each other?

so i said that was experimenting. everybody does it.

and then i said that i don’t think anybody is concrete certain about their sexuality anyway, because almost everybody has their exceptions to the rule. and i used one of my friends as an example.

he’s a lad who likes men, he’s in a same sex relationship, but he openly admitted to developing feelings for on one of our mutual female friends. he wasn’t sexually attracted to her, but he fell for her.

right, i then posed this question to damien. and asked who he thought was right? and he said “if i’m attracted to men and not women, i’m not gay.” completely misconstruing what i was getting at. i then got frustrated, and when i get frustrated, it becomes more and more difficult for me to actually verbalise what i want to say, so it all comes out like mush.

and what i tried to say was, as far as i was concerned if you’re attracted to men, it doesn’t necessarily mean your gay because you may have met only men that possess the traits that you find attractive in a person, physical or otherwise. however, if a female came along, with the exact same personality traits, for example, as the ones that you find attractive, chances are you’ll develop feelings for that female and be attracted to them.

i think what’s happened is, everybody is assuming i’m talking about the sexual aspect to being attracted to someone, and that’s not what i mean at all.

deviating back a little bit, this friend that developed a crush for one of his female friends also told me that he had developed feelings for his male best friend, and his male best friend also reciprocated those feelings. but they weren’t feelings of sexual attraction, tension or whatever, they were feelings of intimacy and closeness and finding your “soul mate” if you like. that’s what i’m talking about.

that’s why this whole debate started off, because my friend is in a sexual relationship with a man, but he’s also in a very non-sexual relationship with a man, and had that with a woman.

so by everybody having an exception to the rule, what i mean is everybody has that one person that can surprise them and make them question their own mind and their own sexuality. it makes for a difficult conversation to have with straight males, because of the old alpha male rivalry and ego and stuff, but am i making sense to any of you, or am i just chatting utter shite?

jeszing:

hi im the new foreign exchange student nice 2 meet u

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eating knock off doritos and chillin’ with alex. yay.

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i might try to get some sleep soon. i’ve got college in the morning, and i know full well that i’ll turn up for pete’s lesson looking dishevelled and ghastly.

oh well.

i miss alex. he’s only round the corner though, but i still miss him haha.

i’m annoyed and i’m not annoyed at the same time.

damien’s been quite full on this week, talking to me everyday, or calling me if i’m not online, and i don’t really know how i feel about it tbh.

it’s different from normal.

ugh.

this is what i wanted, and now that i have it, i don’t want it anymore.

OH MAN

phlynn:

someone is probably having sex with a dog right now

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i had a really nice night in with alex. we watched stupid things and listened to dead chilled out music and got pretty damn stoned. it was fun. 

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